Out of this world: The Grammys

The 52nd annual Grammys was star studded... literally. Scores of celebs looked as if they had just gotten off of their UFOs and somehow floated onto the red carpet. Are their looks a nod to the future? Or are they just the consequences of bad PR? Methinks the latter...

Chewbacca!!!!

Neglect

My poor blog. I feel as though I have been neglecting it (as well as my own self) by not writing in months. I think the reason I haven't been writing is because I feel as though nothing interesting is happening in my life, or because I wish I had more fun things happening.

I think I'm also disappointed in myself, because things haven't exactly been going the way I had planned. Last month I thought that by now I would be in LA working for a certain actress and doing amazingly fun things in my free time, but... that turned out to not be my destiny, even after three interviews and a trial run with her in her office.

So now, I'm like, "Well, shit. What do I do now?"

For several weeks after I found out I was in a total funk. I felt like I was back at square one, and since then I have found it hard to focus on finding a real job. I've been applying, interviewing, and brainstorming. I've also been trying to think about what I really want to do... which I still don't know the answer to. Should I take a job in LA and then look for others? Do I try to go to New York to work with this girl who has kind of promised me a job in Dallas? Should I just take a part-time position at home right now & save some money and figure things out?

Well, I don't know the answer. And right now, I think that may be okay.

But I HAVE decided that I am no longer going to neglect my blog or my intellect because I'm disappointed that I am not doing "exciting, inspiring things" right now. I am going to challenge myself to find something that inspires me every day and to keep growing and learning and moving.

Stick that in your pipe and smoke it.