if you make one wrong decision, do all the choices you make following that one wrong one continue to be wrong because they're compounding on that first choice? or is every decision that we make the right decision, even though it seems like it was a bad choice? did it have to happen that way for everything to work itself out eventually? i need to figure this out before I drive myself crazy. are things supposed to fall apart sometimes? is there just a cycle that has to go through all its stages?
oh and don't worry... i'm not falling apart or anything... i'm just thinking too much.